I did it again
This time I thought about it
I tried to talk to people
I called Leif
I can't call Ariel because my mom took my phone
I used my silver secret
I watched it run from red to black
I felt it as it cut little lines into leifs heart
I felt every tear drop as one that no one could catch
I felt it
I felt the burn
The pain
The blood
I felt the pain in Leif from so far
I feel the ache of a breaking heart
I see the stain on my once blue now purple bracelet
I could see the look in camerons eyes as she saw me
But not the look o being scared or frightened
The look I had
When I first discovered it, the look of relief, The look of problems solved
I feel the burn on my legs and wrists
I feel the pain in leifs eyes
I feel like with every line
It's the stab in the back of someone
I need help
I need out
I
Can't
Stand
This
House
It's killing me
Maxie... It makes me so sad to see this. i used to cut too... In fact my last time wasn't that long ago.... The urge to do it never goes away... But the urge to fight it needs to be stronger... I have a spare bedroom if you ever need some place to get away... and I know Mae would love to see you.... She can always make people smile :) - Sharleanna
ReplyDeleteThank you shar :) I may take you up on that offer haha
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