So you've seen those posters, or doormats that say 'home is where the heart is'.
Maybe in your world doormat maker, but not mine.
I can not wait to get out of this hell hole of a 'home'.
Its almost like no matter what happens, everything bad leads back to me in this house.
Unexceptable.
I believe that home is where you feel loved, and right now I can't see my home. i cant touch my home. I can only seeand hear my home through skype.
I would very much like to go home now.
This week was the worst week of my life.
no really it was.
But next week is going to be the best week EVERRRRR. until october.
because I say so.
*<|O>--<
woo!!
Shayne brought it to my attention last night that I smile a lot.
he seemed amazed haha, and i still don't understand.
But what i do know
is that I smile for my future. Smiling makes you feel better. it makes you forget.
well for me anyways. :)
It makes me feel calm.
like..the cello, its veryyy relaxing.
so within the past few weeks i've been flippin through the bible.
and I came across this..and a lot made sense.
"Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”
Deuteronomy 31:6
I love how Deuteronomy sounds when you say it out loud. ha<3
Until next time
<3
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