die bitch die.

today has just been one of those days.

First of all. DAMIAN was 1 of 2 winners on the glee project<3

I love him.

 die bitch die. I seriously hate lying, drama needing bitches. They piss me off to no end.. School last year sucked for me because of court. the minor who we will call 'dickhead'. well i let him RUIN my junior and sophomore year of high school because of hi and his drama league, i felt unsafe and insecure. But let me tell you something. this year is my year and dickhead will NOT get in my way, and if he or his 'crew' does i swear i will beat them all.:)

I know I never really went over what happened if you want to know, just ask. I'll tell you:)

today was just one of those days where you feel like you can cry all day long, but you just cant being yourself to do it. friday i seriously BALLED my eyes out...

I feel like my friend jessica only wants me there when she needs me

my 'friend' dakota left me last year when it got really bad...and now im just not sure how i feel about everything

my mom is crazy.

and i just feel alone. I mean im happy but i feel alone..

you know?

I miss how my life was before all the drama.

I miss friends..a lot.

its almost like not having friends means you have noone to fall back on..

now dont get me wrong I have leif.

but what happens when we fight or get frustrated with each other?

today is just one of those days where you feel depressed even though you dont want to its almost like you cant help it..

joes reading me my letters from leif last year.

I wish i wrote him more.

joe "wow he wrote a lot of pps's and it just looks like he repeated himself alot... p.s i really love the card. p.s.s I really really loved the card. P.s.s.s i really really really loved the card... I'm not reading all of these!!!WHY DID HE WRITE THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER?!?!?!?!!?!?! >:O"

oh joe. I love you

until next time

<3