When 100 days is too much

It's that moment when it feels like your whole world is crashing down. The moment when you realize you took on way more than you could handle, but you do it because you need to. That moment when you have poisonous and you cant take it anymore.. You need to feel a sense of accomplishment for all the things you've failed at, for all the disappointment you bring to people or yourself. Such as losing every single one of your friends and not making any new ones. Not getting the grades you should have or worked on things your hardest. Losing in court, being told everything you have said is a lie. Knowing you can't get back lost time.  I can't think of one time I accomplished anything worth a penny..  I'm lost Overwhelmed Exhausted And sick I feel used and alone.  You know those days when all you want to do is lay in bed and never ever get out... That's how my life is.. I just want to lay there , I don't want to eat or sleep.. I just want to lay there..