Justarantmadebyaspoiledbrat

     This blog is going to be a little different from last last ones, it's pretty much a rant and lots of complaning, which I will never do to anyone in person, people that complain all the time are annoying and I will never be one of them.

    I have just gotten home from pretty much a two week period of being gone. The first week I was in NM and the second i've been babysitting all week. I am extremely exhausted, I am crying over EVERYTHING and I just want to sleep. I have been home for less than an hour and my mom is already driving me crazy, the house is trashed, there is a tv in the dining room, the wii is also in there for my brothers to trash... Its white trash status.
    I asked her why the Wii was in the dining room and she yelled at me, I dont care what you think, I dont care your opinions, thanks mom.. glad to know we live in a close minded house.
   My dad still hasn't filled out the FAFSA which is a nessesity for college and Im freaking out... I haven't been on my anxiety meds for about 3 months because they cost too much and I am trying to save money for college.. yes, I have been anxious lately, who knew? I am to the point where I just want to punch everyone, Im ready to move out and start my own life, Make my own rules.
   I am tired of talking to someone, and they ask whats wrong and they try to one up me likes its a game or something, its not, its soooo annoying..
  I feel like the only family I have lives in NM and I miss everyone...
  Im tired of being sick all the time, im tired of listening to my mom, Im tired of playing the role of a mom, Im tired of working, Im tired of wishing I could change things, Im tired of being alone,

Im tired...