Shopping is for losers.

I hate shopping,

Seriously, its like tourture.

I hate it,

hate it

hate it.

Who invented shopping?! they should be shot.

haa, Its such a girl thing.

what is so great about spending money on things you will only wear or use twice?!

:P

Today I went shopping for homecoming dresses.

Worst Idea EVER;.

why did I agree to go to homecoming?!

-who knows.

four and a half hours later.

no dress.

no shoes

Lowest self-esteem ever,

loss of any feeling of being 'pretty'

!!NO HELP TO MY BLACK HAIR!!

on the plus side I didnt have a break down

haha

:)

.

ugh,

I seriously hate shopping,

I dont like it

I am not comfortable with myself

I do not like to look at myself

therefore I am not comfortable in anything.

haha,

I dont think of myself as pretty,or anything like that,

nor do I think that it is achievable

Problem? probably.

Seriously, haha,
Freshman year, actuality: size 3/5, mindset: size 849328493284.
-thank you mother for my mindset-

Today was a so-so day,

I mean nothing bad happened really,

nothing extrodinary happened,

:)

Required:

My emotions today,

Numb

low,

helpless,

alone

scared

melancholy,

& fine,

All wrapped up under a smile.



constant things stirring through my mind,

-october

-my thigh Ha.

- The morkie at the mall <3

-Mandy

-Leif & Shayne

-homecoming

-Stupid Shawn, I was mean..

-october

-october

-graduating in December..

-fall of 2012