Paranoid.

I feel like i'm being watched.
Everything I say, type, watch,
Is being recorded.
I hate feeling like this.
I cant do anything without the constant feeling of
"should I be typing this, or saying this? could this help their case?"
Hate it.

I feel like everyone that talks to me is just trying to get information out of me..
Including Shayne, and sometimes Leif.
I hate it..
so
so
much....
I mean why else would someone have a reason to be nice.
I feel like in court they knew everything at every moment I was doing,
what i told people
what i didnt tell people
it still feels like that


Its the worst feeling in the world.