One day I'll hope they'll see
this is just a sad part of me
their hearts I do not mean to break
I do it for my own souls sake
I want to smile and often do
Except for when i think of you
You coldness chills me still
And it takes away my sense and will
I sit in crowds, yet feel alone
Waiting for the rest of me to come home
My heart and mind feel scattered
picking up all the pieces that shattered
I ache, I hurt, I feel
the pain is so surreal
I wish you could see
how tortured you have made me
I want to start a new life
Have children and be a wife
but its hard to have a clear view
when I live in fear of you
I dont see an end to my plight
And I am losing the will to fight
I see your face, hear your laugh
It takes my breath, its makes me gasp
You hide in my soul
I know where you thrive
it seems so wrong
that I struggle to be alive
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