Im going to make it,

I'm going to make it
I'm going to make it
I'm going to make it

AYE!,
this waiting game sucks,
I want to know if I made it into NMSU already!!!
ughhhh
So impatient,
I mean don't get me wrong,
I am patient with people.
NOT THIS.
 >:0
NMSU BE FASTER!
HFJSDHFK
SDHF

My mom has me freaking out
" what are you going to do if you don't make it?"
" how are you and Leif going to stay together if you don't make it "
" yeah, just go to ASU"
NEVERRRRR!

<3 I want to marry Leif, like....Now?
I love Leif,
 Leif is my best friend,
 my light when it's dark.
 He is my one and only
He is my true love
He has my heart,
. <3

Shayne, I love Shayne, Oh so much
Shayne is what I like to call An older brother,
Or at least what I think one might be,
I haven't known Shayne for that long,
But I love him :) aha,
He is the reason for parts of my smile,
The reason I can make it through everything.
I like having the feeling of a friend,
Even more so a friend who deals with my
"correcty" problem :)

I'm so nervous.
What if I'm not accepted?

Today was very good.
I still feel lost,
And I am crying ALL THE TIME.
It's so annoying,
Seriously, If you are texting me, typing to me, or on the phone with me chances are I'm crying,
I just feel overwhelmed

But that is OK,
:)
right?