update.

 So I honestly just have been way to lazy to update this so I have put reminders EVERYWHERE to remember to do it. My school year started on august 8th I am a Senior, woo woo. I go to school at 720 and get out at 920. Yeah its pretty awesome.

    This summer i worked on my weight and reached my first goal, I now have clothes i feel comfortable in :D

My life as of now has its ups and downs, I found out that the trial I was in the 'suspect' was not convicted. let me tell you something,,He was GUILTYYYYY. but no they let him go.. So I am trying to over come that as of now, I know there is nothing i can do. Blah blah everyone is like "he'll do it again and get caught" blah, I do not care. leave me alone,The poem i posted on here 'one through nine' has to do with that

 Shortly after that i found out i have PCOS. SUCK, (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmedhealth/PMH0001408/)

Leif leaves tomorrow :( He is my rock. Im not so much sad that hes leaving as i am scared just because i feel safer when i know hes here even if he isnt with me, its just the fact that he can come over if i need him. Its kinda like when he goes to school I feel like anything can happen to me and he wont be able to help me. Like when my parents fight ,or i get in trouble, what if something happens at school? I just always get nervous when he leaves.

I love him.

<3