Gut feeling.

You know the feeling
the one in the pit of your stomach?

Mine is driving me crazy.
something happened.
I know something happened

It is making me feel sick
I want it to go away..

I just dont know..

I saw 'dickhead' today for the first time since
june 3rd.
I wanted to ask him so many questions,
obviously i didnt.
but i wanted to.

It was such a weird feeling
I feel so weird right now,
so
weird

Its like I cant stop it
from happening,
its going to happen,

I feel like im arguing with my own mind.