Thursday, July 19, 2012

Passing of time

It has been a few years, a whole high school career, and two years of court ago that you did what you did to me.

Fuck you

For making me hate myself,
making me believe I wasn't good enough for anyone,
for being the reason I started to cut myself again,
and it now being something I deal with daily,
for making me feel like im being watched all the time..

But most of all,

Thank you.

Because in that time, I found the love of my life and my passion for helping people.
I lost every single one of my friends, and learned how to tell people to fuck off,
I realized how precious life is, although I still battle with my own struggles,
my life no longer revolves around what I could have said differently.
I learned that I don't care what people think about me anymore
and that anyone that tries to put me down obviously has no life.

In just one month I will be starting the next chapter in my life.
I will have new real friends, new interests and will be more successful in my life then you will ever be.

So thank you,
For being the biggest asshole you could ever be.